Owls-Love-Apples

Time stopped when you touched me.  In the most cliché meaning, there was a spark of electricity when you ran your fingers through my hair, like you resuscitated a heart that was on hiatus. My heart started when you touched me.

What ever happened to kissing her veins and loving on her heart?

I always, I always forget normal guys like normal girls. Its been this way for as far as I've known, I love.....not this, but that I am an awfully odd oddity, sometimes I wish that I was so plain for you to like me still.

My whole body aches It's been almost a whole year.. I've gone almost an entire year without your lips on my heart. My body is trembling, where are you?

Everyone was leaving me be, to wallow in so much of myself. That is why I slept with you, I needed someone to be in my vacant heart. I slept with you because I needed you to be inside me, to fill my hollow chest. because sometimes when you're fucking someone it really feels like they're trying to push and shove themselves into your heart too.

We're making the same mistakes,  would you like to go out for coffee some time? We're making the same mistakes,  would you like to crawl into my bed some time?

I feel like de-friending all of you bitches on facebook. Please, stop talking about 'Wednesday date-nights' with your daughter. (and never breaking that promise) Please, stop talking about you and her going to Disneyworld. Just the two of you because you love her so much, and want that experience together. Please, stop all of this mother-lovingness on a place where I scroll through to see where I stand in life. You're my mother's friend, and yet I can tell you're a better mother, even from some shitty medium like facebook. I'm so jealous that I will never have any of those moments, or feelings again.

I'm scared of falling under again. to have THAT feeling. Where butterflies lick my heart and lips and tickle my wrists. I'd rather remain detached, safe, in control. You open me up like a rose bud, buddy.

I woke up today with no emotions, or feelings about anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (can my exclamation points give u da feels instead of me)!!!!

I want to be with someone I don't have to be drunk to want. To be interested in you with a sober mind, where are you? I want you, wherever you are.